#59: let go..

it’s really time to let go.. something that you never got at all.. something that’s not meant for you.. why hold it anymore? you’re not happy… whether it’s a regret or not… does it matter anymore? you should have known the answer long ago… time to forget what’s said.. ¬†whatever the answer is… it will hurt.. whatever it is… just let it be..

#55: just some thoughts..

once you spoil a kid since young… don’t expect he will listen to you as he grow up… you as adult has made the wrong move from the very beginning. this is what you will get.. he’s not afraid to talk back at you because you won’t punish him for his wrong doings.. he knows that.. every time he wants something.. you adults will give… is this the right way of teaching him? he won’t learn.. he is the most selfish kid in this family. he wants everything to himself because he’s lack of love… parents’ love… he wants all attention… that’s why he’s always doing things to make you adults angry.. i doubt he knows what’s right or what’s wrong… does he fully understand what’s going on? you are friends of his if anything related to money. else, who are you? how much does he sees you as his grandparent? he sees himself more important than anybody… he’s a big money spender who hasn’t earn own money yet.. what will become of him IF you don’t teach him now? what can we uncles and aunties do? we can’t punish him the way we want.. THE WAY I WANT..

#53: almost 4 months…

we have not talk.. you have not replied any of my messages… not even my calls you answered. I don’t know what are you thinking there.. I am still waiting here for the reason you avoided me.. ¬†I guess it’s just an unlimited wait.. a wait that shouldn’t even exist.. I just want the answer.