Guess what I’m having for late brunch?

that’s jelly o’ berry and zesty muffin from Kenny Rogers roasters at aeon equine here while waiting for the heavy rain to stop. Got my pockets pants cut again. My golden fortune chicken is here.

not as appetizing as advertised and should have asked from drumstick! Overall ok lah….

The chicken is kinda spicy with sweet and sour sauce. The macaroni cheese isn’t cheesy enough. The lady sitting in front me with her kid left, I think she barely eaten her food!

what a waste!

Just finishes watching some Hong Kong Chinese New Year shows online and the Danish Royal Stout that he drank halfway before going to sleep. I think I need to have a bath because I see some rashes here and there. It’s 0601 now and it’s the 3rd day of Chinese New Year. I don’t feel like working at all. Earlier when I was at my parents’ place, we shared a Carlsberg beer. I’m not drunk yet and I didn’t drink them continuously either. Anyway, 2 cans of these will not make me drunk unless they are extremely strong then I might. Yesterday’s dinner was great because the servings are big and you won’t feel that food is not enough, not like having dinner at his house because I always felt that food is not enough to share. Maybe because I grew up with big plates of dishes being served and more varieties.

Every Chinese New Year is the same because it will never be like my younger days whereby I only need to collect ang pows and eat and play. He cleared his credit cards and he’s back to his habits. I can’t stop that because he already that’s his wanted life which I chose not have even though I dreamed of having so. I can control the accounts and petty cash, not the credit cards. I can’t control his lifestyle, neither can he control mine. I don’t believe he has another woman but I don believe he has more than 1 female friends that I don’t know. There are male friends of his that I don’t know either. I have both male and female friends, of course I used to have more male ones during school days.

Don’t tell me that having a kid will change the situation. No! It won’t and I’m not interested either. I may be interested to make a will but I’m not willing to die yet. And I’m not willing to change my benefitor either. A kid will only make things worse. When one can’t find security and comfortability in one, that’s not good.

What do you think of a man who wants to act like a younger person? Who wants to dye his hair bright red? Dress like a model or like what a mannequin was put on? A man who took hours to match his clothes? A man who doesn’t want to introduce his drinking friends? A man who responses a female’s call or messages and so secretly when I’m so near to him? Worst is when she dare to call him to pick her up and to send to buy food late night? This is so ridiculous!

I’ve closed one eye but that doesn’t mean I’m blind. There are times I see things clearer than you. You are blinded by things that you don’t see clearly enough. No one woman is to call another woman’s husband at night or anytime of the day for something that is not his responsibility. If you want to be a bitch, fine! You BITCH!

This year will be our 7th year of marriage, the longest relationship that I ever committed but it may not be the happiest that I ever had. There are ups and downs and naturals between. I assume every relationships are similar but how many lasted forever? I’ve got my own fantasies, I’m sure everyone have the same thing. I’m never be the one I dream to be in my dreams.

Pre-Chinese New Year

Chinese New Year Day 1

Chinese New Year Day 2

Our Duit Raya

It’s 1513, just woke up and saw a SMS that mom sent me, telling me that she forgot to give me the ang pow that Kai ma gave! Doing big biz now coz he’s going out to work and pulling me along! Kacau!

It’s 2224 and it’s lunch here restoran sin Hai ping seafood, kuala Selangor.

we are having fish porridge and lala mee hoon (fried). Earlier we went to

It’s 2257 and we are waiting for the oyster cake, that looks thin and nice. The fish porridge is nice with big pieces of fish meat. The lala fried mee hoon is nice but the lala is so small. Greenie needs to shit.

water is coming. Greenie was very thirsty! Here is the oyster cake.

very different from normal. And taste nicer. And is RM 18, more expensive than usual.

happy nin cho yi!

I’m almost out of ang POWs to give coz this year I used the balance of last year ant that was about less than rm50, and others are moneys I took from my purse. Had to top up some in the car yesterday. Went pai nian as usual to klang and the unusual to selayang and kepong. We got ang POWs too by his relatives, the older generations. So fucking tired and got stung my mozzies at kepong; taman intan baiduri! So itchy until got the mozzy bumps (don’t know what to call it) everywhere! Tonight were feasting at mom! Last night after the trip, we had instant noodle, tong Sui and whatever u can eat from his house. So freaking hungry! Had a slice pizza only at klang.

It’s 1645 and I’m watching golden viva spectacular 2013 online while sucking the vitamin c. And this is greenie to say hi!

I’m going to bathe later.

is greenie camera shy? The minute I near the phone, no more movement.

It’s 2147 and this was our dinner.

and this is me today.

Chinese New Year Day 3

He bought long white pants, white shoes, long red batik shirt, white t-shirt and red Chinese short sleeve shirt.

gong xi fa cai!!!!

I can hear fireworks! We just left giant with his shoes, beers and shavers. We also bought toilet papers and juices.

It’s 1154 and I’m here waiting to go out since I’m dressed! He just woke up and bathing. I think I took more than 10 minutes to decide which pants to wear and what bag to use.

It’s 1310 and this is him!

I’m waiting for him to take mine.

It’s 1358 and this is me.

Chinese New Year Day 2

It’s 0334 and it’s Chinese New Year eve! And my teeth are making me painful! Thanks to the new braces I’m back to eating problem. We’re going to have the usual reunion lunch with my family at 1300 at my parents’ place. Today is still a work day for us. Basically we’re going to work during the Chinese New Year, except the first two days.

Please have a safe and happy journey to wherever you’re heading. Gong xi fa cai!

It’s 0930 and I still want to sleep but cannot. Sakitnya!!! Constipation pulak. Going to work

It’s 1200 and I got a Chinese New Year bag from Barisan National just now that contains a tin of half filled dried tea leaves of dun know what tea, a pack if sweets, a pack of peanuts, a Chinese written card and mandarin oranges that are not in good condition (got spoilt ones).

want give, give good ones lah. Teruk betul!

It’s 1440 and is my brunch. We’re having

Chinese herb soup which I don’t know what is it,

sushi king Yee sang and extra crackers that mom added, and

got steam big prawns, steam fish, steam chicken, vegetable and rendang that mom’s boss’s wife gave.

It’s 1539 and I still haven’t finish my box of Yee sang! In out the car so many times.

It’s 1808 he is dying his hair!

he wanted a damn red color but no! Need bleaching leh…. Crazy!

After this have rush back for dinner and my Yee sang is still half entry, when am I going to finish it?

the male nun! Some more need to go buy his new clothes!!

It’s 1824 and more layers of color!

I nearly wanted to highlight but it will take longer time and they actually close shop already, if not he called earlier, nobody will dye for him.

I got nothing to do so snap his picture coz he can’t move around, ignoring me!

It’s 1834 and leng Lui washing his hair.

so boring waiting for this guinea pig.

It’s 1843 and the final result is here.

paid with the ang POWs he got from my parents, that was RM120 for the hair dying process!

It’s 1935 and yeah! We finished the Yee sang and how am I going to have dinner now? After a late brunch?

It’s 1959 and dinner!

got poon choi, vegetable, chicken, prawn and soup.

It’s 2210 and he can’t make up his mind.

he’s doing last minute shopping at jusco here.

I think he’s worse than me when choosing clothes! It’s 2229 and about 30 minutes more to shop.

Chinese New Year Day 1