going into 4th day, she’s unhappily waiting for a reply.. a reply that never came.. she doesn’t know what happen.. she dare not ask… but she’s certainly unhappy.. she tried talking to someone else but it’s just not the same… she’s heartbroken… she cries… she’s speechless… did she say something wrong? Is this person too busy to reply just 1 word? What has she done? What’s happening?
Is just air… and mosquitoes… and sound of the TOM & JERRY… and cars and buses and everything else… she doesn’t want to come home just to hear nor see all these… she wants a welcome hug or kiss.. or yell “I’m home!” She wants to feel warmth at home..
unexpected to see this notification. never know that I’ve blogged for so long? there were ups and downs throughout the years. templates used. all the old posts gone when I deleted and cleaned up for space. the current one is totally new. but still using WordPress.
she doesn’t expect her friends fully understand her. But never treat her like clown. She’s human too, just like all of us. What sort of friendship is that when one person treats another in an unfriendly manner? Laughing/back stabbing behind their backs? Telling stories/lies about them? She doesn’t want this type of friendship. She doesn’t want people to sympathise her. She wants true friend. She wants a soulmate. Is that too much to ask? She’s afraid of making new friends. But her instinct tells her… she found the right ones. Women’s instinct are fantastic! Unpredictable! There’s nothing but the truth.. never underestimate that..
Good friends are good as they are. But she can’t make herself tell everything out. She still holds back silently. Thinking what to say and what not to say.