#201: Resolution List

I will update this list from time to time, until year-end. Lets see how many I have completed :D

  1. Blog a Post to Begin Year 2015 
  2. Buy a Digital Camera with WiFi
  3. Wardrobe Clearance
  4. No Need to Buy Chinese New Year Clothes
  5. Lose Some Weight
  6. Freezer and Refrigerator Clearance
  7. Books Clearance
  8. Change tablet cover
  9. House Clearance
  10. Change phone cover
  11. Shoes Clearance
  12. Earn More Money
  13. Change phone
  14. Change tablet
  15. Eat Yummy Food

#221: getting better but still pee

i am still coughing. trying to use lesser leak pads and sometimes just cannot control. baru saja lepas mandi, sudah sweat and peed. haven’t even drink a drop of water yet.

boiled luo han guo again. only now sipping the hot tea.

the weather is so hot and humid that my rashes all come out and i can’t sleep at night. fever pun sudah mali. i so don’t want to come out from the bathroom just now.

had air con for a few minutes this afternoon before i beh tahan the dripping water.

if tesco doesn’t disappoint me tomorrow, i shall be getting more leak pads. i try not to wear at night because sign of rashes coming up. how lah? it is going to be period week. i can’t be wearing both at the same time right? both serves different functions.

i can hear the cats and dogs starting a fight, and it is getting gloomy.

#220: it is embarrassing!

the pad was overloaded yesterday. i wet my pants. i wet the flat cushion that i was sitting on.

every time when i leave the toilet or bathroom, i cough hard, there comes the pee. i don’t know how many pieces have i changed since Sunday night. i left not much pieces in this first pack of 16. i have only 1 more pack of 16.

i guess the only time when i don’t pee is when sleeping OR if i don’t drink water which is ridiculous.

i don’t feel like going out at all. because it’s so embarrassing! i feel like crying. i am unhappy. i feel like isolating myself.

why is this happening?

i’m getting rashes and scratches all over my body due to humidity and hotness.

can this stop? how am i to attend Saturday’s meeting?

#219: MCD again

since my car is not back yet, i very lazy to walk down to buy food because i am lazy to wear bra. i am still peeing on the pad. sometimes less sometimes more sometimes full bladder. when you change it, the smell is there. it definitely smells when it fully loaded aka full bladder leakage.

no more vegetables nor fruits to eat. don’t know what to cook already.i can’t decide what to eat for lunch so ordered McDonald’s again. tax no tax still have to eat. doctor’s cough mixture finished already, so have to drink own purchase one, which soothes my throat more and is definitely less sweet than prescribed.

the same delivery boy came and i paid him all coins. i have too much coins in the petty cash that is so heavy. coins are also money so there is no way he shall reject.

happy lunch!

#218: pee pee pee

my 4th poise pad. 5th on the way because this one is getting loaded.

when i was about to wake up just now, i peed from front to back, on the my underwear and shorts. next time have to wear double piece.

and now i am coughing and coughing and peeing thanks to the itchy throat.

these medicine really generates urine. if i am at home, i can go to the toilet but if i am outside, at work, sometimes to find a toilet that can really use, not so easy, and some customers don’t let you use their precious toilets.

if i am at home, i can change the diaper (the pad) whenever it is full but if i am outside, very hard because i have to find something to wrap it, as hard as the time i want to change the period pad.

i am like a baby now. adult baby. next time better buy longer ones. 23 cm is too short for me.

this BIG 4 is terrible! if you ask me, why do i get it often? then let me ask you, what do you expect when your nephews and nieces getting sick regularly? his house is always full of sick kids, 1 reason why i don’t want to go there. somehow i got their viruses. AND 1 nephew ended up in hospital due to “something that sounds like TB to me” but i am not sure since i can’t translate the Chinese word.

i think the cough mixture is making my throat dry. and is too sweet to my liking. the other times were better. but this time the doctor young and good looking.

i am eating, itchy throat, coughing and peeing while typing this. the kids get sick more often than me! kids nowadays don’t drink much herbal drinks like how we did last time. even if MIL do boil, is usually sweet until i don’t like after the one sip. sometimes i do miss the bitter herbal drink that grandma used to boil.

this pee pee is not gross but annoying. how can you feel gross when you doing own thing? i only feel gross if i have to do other people’s thing.

oh… i forgot to ask him to throw the 2 bags of rubbish. and when i am not too sick, i will do my simple cooking for 1 person; the sick food.

just had medicine.

#217: cough pee cough pee…

i had to bathe and wash hair because i was so hot and sticky from head to toe. when i removed the pad, it was so heavy, just like babies’ diapers. i was wearing it since last night as it was that much of liquid when i slept, nor this afternoon when i woke up. it was getting heavier towards the night, even after i had my toilet rounds.

i just pee and pee while typing this as i was coughing. i came out of the bathroom less than five minutes and i have pee twice. how i wish the pad has wings to secure in place when i sleep because i don’t sleep in one position throughout my dreamland.

you won’t smell the urine unless when it’s loaded and need to change. it’s not like those period pads that smell of blood, especially when loaded. so far i am using the second piece. bought two packs (promotion) some time ago but didn’t get to use, until now. whoever, ladies reading this, don’t laugh because you will get your chance one day.