#201: Resolution List

I will update this list from time to time, until year-end. Lets see how many I have completed :D

  1. Blog a Post to Begin Year 2015 
  2. Buy a Digital Camera with WiFi
  3. Wardrobe Clearance
  4. No Need to Buy Chinese New Year Clothes
  5. Lose Some Weight
  6. Freezer and Refrigerator Clearance
  7. Books Clearance
  8. Change tablet cover
  9. House Clearance
  10. Change phone cover
  11. Shoes Clearance
  12. Earn More Money
  13. Change phone
  14. Change tablet
  15. Eat Yummy Food

#211: almost kena snatched

Came out from someone’s house.
Handed back her clothes.
He went into his car.
I continue to talk to the lady.
The lady was telling me about some places.
Finished talk.
Walking back to her house, he signaled from his car, asking me to make a call.
I was making the call when a Malay guy come out of no where, trying to snatchb my phone.
I was holding the phone with its cover opened like about book.
I held it tightly, kicked him with my right leg.
And screamed.
Then I woke up.
My Sony is still safe.

#210: the big boy is jealous

That his little cousin brother get to go Korea. Big boy has gone on the aeroplane but as far as little boy. He was sort of complaining, that the family went on trip using his money, that was ridiculous. The family of three used own money to travel while big boy is just studying standard 2! I did scold him yesterday, not realising his reason. If his dad earn as much as the little family, big boy can get trips like this too. Jealousy can destroy relationships, much faster than you ever know.

Little does big boy know, he is making other people angry because of his behavior. His grandmother disappointed and angry when he said the little family used his money to travel. What makes him say so? My guess. He thought that his cousin is raise like him, by his grandparents, not own parents. Why? The family is staying in his grandparents’ house, that’s why. Big boy grew up without proper parents’ love and care; mostly from the grandparents, aunts and uncles. That is something makes him jealous easily. This is something that I saw, since I don’t stay with him.

I am not sure how correct am I but it certainly something that I see personally, that other people might not see daily. Can you imagine yourself as big boy? I don’t see it uncommon for a boy of his age to get jealous, and it won’t be easy to make him not to get jealous because I don’t think his dad is capable enough to bring him travel out of Malaysia. I mean, the furthest, maybe Singapore. Korea? Dream it.

Big boy has own thoughts and not easily telling out. Some one should really sit down and talk to him, understand him, find out the reasons behind his actions, and etc. Sometimes it is not easy for me to ask him questions but there were times when he is willing for a little soft Q&A session.

Big boy’s jealousy grew as much as he grew. Sometimes little things can make me behave in such way. Imagine.. Your cousin siblings have parents supporting, caring and loving them all the time; while you only have your sister and dad who doesn’t pay much attention to you; how would you feel?

Big boy doesn’t know how to control his feelings now. That’s why he is letting his emotional out, just like that. And that angers people around him. Sometimes we adults do the same. He is just following us.

#209: That is why I said, remove 1 zone!

There is no way you can run 2 zones at the same time no matter how you want it. You are not a young man. AND even if you add another staff, still! He cannot do your job unless you want your name to get removed from the system. Here am I busy updating stocks and tallying stocks, the phone keep ringing until I have to silent it. I can do work while playing Facebook game or listening to online radio BUT NOT with all those incoming calls. I am getting attack from all directions for everything, from onsite to offsite to administration to everything related. This job is GETTING MORE AND MORE STRESS! It is making me crazy, not myself, problem with talking and etc.

Most of the time I have to face different types of people at different situations. When you say something, I try not to say no because you do what you see not what I see. Not all customers will give you what you want. I understand that but since you insist, sometimes I have no choice.

You may leave if you feel bored because I am here complaining. Feel free to come back later.

Tonight’s dinner is macaroni with left over food (vegetarian food from Chinese New Year) and slice chicken thigh.

Our orders don’t come punctually most of the time. There is no way we know when got less order or when got a lot of orders. And we can’t really standby at 1 zone. And we can’t depend too much on other people because they have their work to do too.

Don’t know since when I feel that working from home is much more flexible and I also do my own things, without having people looking at me as the main door is closed. I can do whatever I want. Not like now, handling 2 zones is too much for my brain to handle. Not just zones we are handling but people, problems, and etc.

#208: suddenly feel like writing something

since i have not update some time. i got volcanoes of mosquitoes bites since before Chinese new year. sometimes when they got too itchy i will take a tablet of Zyrtec. every time when i bathe, i have to burn those volcanoes with hot water or else really can’t sleep. sometimes tengah lena tidur pun boleh very itchy and scratch until volcano meletup. worse is when my left tangan ni suka-suka sakit, rasanya belum sembuh from don’t know when i sprained tangan ni. dah tak ingat ni.

dunia reality i ni penuh dengan stress. entah lah kenapa i start post in english, ending up in malay english pulak.

hari ini i kat rumah do data entry. tak satu hari pun because i woke up after 2pm, i rasa. then stop work for food around 9pm. had mcd delivery and guess what? i removed the apple pie sebab i added chicken nuggets. supposed to get a free coca-cola glass BUT got the free apple pie instead. tak tau lah siapa pack salah. anyway, the food inside my perut already. the glass doesn’t come together with the set. i rasa itu programmer tak update the website lah. i paid the delivery boy extra 5 cent sebab i lazy korek 5 cent from my petty cash. meaning, i paid RM22.80 instead of RM22.75.

wait… today is chap goh meh right? it is the last day of chinese new year. AND all those angpows will bring forward to next year. i ni memang pandai.. dah lah kedekut… whoever tak dapat angpow from me this year, sorry lah… wait till next year lah.. :D :D

i sudah mula rasa boring dengan kerja ni, tapi takde pulak option lain yang interest i. i kalau tak ada interest on the thing, no matter how sweet talk you are, sorry lah. i nak buat kerja yang tak buat i stress tapi boleh earn lebih dari apa yang i ada sekarang. janganlah kerja yang susah sangat. i don’t want extra white hairs.

stock update and data entry i ni masih belum siap. boring tau buat kerja ni. ni dah lah.. post ni,, i sudah lazy..